Broken (Memoir/thriller)
Back to 9-11
I started writing to cope with the pain when I was 12. I know no other way to cope but to write. And so…it’s time I write this. “He left me!” I shrieked. “New York was burning and he raped me…as the towers fell! People were dying. Children lay dying, and he raped me! […]
Broken Excerpt from Chapter 26
I love this excerpt from Broken and had to share! Chapter 26 “But you, you weren’t okay,” William said. “I mean… You had sex at fifteen. Were abused, raped, and sexually tortured. And you’re walking into a new relationship?” “That’s right,” I said. “One of the dumbest mistakes of my life. But I didn’t know […]
In after thought….
I wrote this as the afterword for Broken then decided not to include it based on the advise of a good friend. I can not delete a single word I write. I ever. And so…I’m posting it here. First, I wish to say that the individuals portrayed by Shaun, Elizabeth’s Father, and Scott no […]
Runaway Train
You know when you just see something and you’re so moved by it you just enter a trance until you feel the hairs on your arm stand up? Yeah…First time watching this video…or hearing this song…or hearing this band… And I went, “Yep! That is what BPD feels like!”
Broken Excerpt
Another excerpt I love from Broken. This is from Chapter 19. I shook and, dropping my head to my hand, I cried. “Well, not when you put it like that,” I said and I cried. I cried for a long while. “How did you find all this out? Did you have a therapist?” William […]
Broken Excerpt: Part Two
I’m applying the edits to Broken today. It’s amazing how much of this I wrote in the present tense as if I was still there while I wrote this. Then again, when I wrote this… I was. Here is an excerpt from Part Two of Broken: Transcending the Psychedelic. WARNING: THIS CONTAINS GRAPHIC LANGUAGE AND […]
7 Step Path to Recovery
Matthew Perry and 30 years of drugs… As some of you may know, I endured 30 years of trauma that ranged from rape and torture, to animal abuse and pedophilia. I also witnessed an exorbitant number of deaths at an early age. I did all of this without any therapy or medication. Two things my […]
It All Comes Together
Mom is depressed and withdrawn today. She just came off a very low low. This is the sign I put on the fridge this morning to notify the children which mood I’m in. If I could, I would pause life here. Right here. I would curl into the corner of my room, pull my knees […]
Slide into the depths of my Subconscious
It is as bleak as it sounds here. I need to make this clear. I am a philosopher. I am not a psychologist. All psychological ramblings on this site that are written by me are purely philosophical and are only based on my own philosophy. It is not medical advice. It has no grounding whatsoever […]