I want to cry. I expected this.

I just want to fall down and cry.

I know I am going through this alone and that when others join me here, they will not be alone. They will be greeted with Community and Love.

I feel such relief. Joy. Happiness. I am drinking some weed tea to try and settle. I feel so much Force going through me that I feel like I could just… I am a siphon and I’m needing to direct my Energy. So I’ve been in The Garden. Writing. Building. Creating.

And all I want to do is to fall down and sob.

I want to scream out, “It is done.” and just cry. I’ve been carrying this burden since 1992. My head feels so clear and quiet. My back feels so much lighter.

I’m in the right place for Love.

I’m in the right place for Wealth.

I’m in the right place for Community.

I am in the right place for Dreams.

And all that I now need to do is to just sit and receive.

I have much to plan. It is Sunday and Mother’s Day. Maybe I do need to rest and just reflect.