In 2019, my Spiritualist Sister came to me with Astrology. I was skeptical.

I had already done the Research on this as an Exoteric and I found it to be mildly interesting, but obsolete once Trauma took hold.

But, in 2019, my Sister had re-stirred my interest.

I was on Dating Apps in 2020 and I realized I could use 5,000+ Men to interview.

I quickly identified Common Denominators with their Signs, Regions, Nationalities, Wealth, and Jobs.

I broke their Psychology down into a graph and immediately realized there was undeniable evidence in the Astrological Sign. As a Scientist, I was intrigued… But I knew Science.

If I was going to get the Truth, I had to turn myself over to this research 100% and become an Esoteric. So I did.

In 2020, I became an Esoteric of Astrology, Spiritualism, and Mother Earth and I descended into that Culture. I was a Non-Conformist, Hippie, Ethereal Goddess… And Inside, I got to experience and witness the Truth of The Spiritual Communities.

From Burners to “Real Hippies” to Spiritualists and BDSM Kinksters (an old hat for me) to Meditations, Ahuasca Journeys, Nudist Beaches, Orgies, Sex Parties, and Native American Rituals. I had it all. I even had a trip to Woodstock.

In 2023, I left the Community and found the “Stragglers” hard to shake.

In 1995, I began my own Pilgrimage. In 2023, My Pilgrimage came to an end.

From April 2023 to 2025, I did little else but analyze the Data along side my Research Studies in a dozen of other areas.

I was still under cover. My name was Anna Imagination. I was even thinking of going back to my Old Name… Hm… Maybe not. I wasn’t sure yet. I don’t know.

I had studied the Psychology of Undercover Detectives and FBI and the Science of Infiltration. My Mission had been a success.

What I found was a community of severely Mentally Ill people who had discovered the unknown Addiction to Codependence Community Circles. I was even part of it and had to break my own Addiction to the “CCC.” It was the hardest Addiction I had ever had to break and it took 18 Months of withdrawal.

The Stragglers were the Spiritualists who were drawn to me after I left. 99% of them abused me, slandered me, assaulted me, and/or condescended to me, and one of them raped me with the aid of a group of them.

The majority of them had Late Stages of Narcissism. They were Hypocritical, Exclusive, Judgmental, and formed a “Cult Club” where they practiced the opposite of everything they claimed to stand for.

I watched them build YouTube channels. I even watched them fabricate Stories “to drive ratings” because something was Trending.

As a Psychologist, I witnessed first hand the abuse, dangers, and Mental Damage that their Ignorance and lack of Leadership and Education has caused to themselves and others.

As a Pilgrim and an Ashavana, I can see where they have discovered Stage #1 of The Ashavana Scientific Method and also Stage #1 of #37 the Pilgrim’s Journey.

Of the 5,000 People I met, Interviewed, and spoke to, only 1 has actually managed to Modulate to the 7th Key… which they would say “Awakened and became Enlightened” or “Opened their Third Eye.”

In Psychology, this means they are at the 2nd or 6th Ethical Perspective.

Only people who have made it into the 7th Ethic can see The Melody Line and have stopped thinking in terms of Harmony.

In Physics, this means they have found the 14th Standing Hz of a Human, but never made it past the 15th Hz with 9 Hz being the lowest of a Standing Human.

In Plane English? It means they are barely 6 Years Old, but they act like they are 2 and they think they are all growed up.

100% of every one of them who approached me assumed they were qualified to teach me — pauses — about Quantum Physics.

100% of every one of them who I met assumed I was “vibrating at a lower Frequency,” which means Living at a lower Hz.

They were so ignorant that every one of them referred to a Herz and Frequency.

The “Divine Mother” — this took me the longest to figure out — was really The Universal Song, which is Mother Nature. But she is a Song and is also The Universal Clock. When you Dance with the Clock, it is a Song. When you read the Song, it is the Clock.

The Song Clock is The Equilibrium of The Universe and it is inside of all of us.

Their Judgment of me and their Condescending Arrogance was enough to make me develop a sleeping anger I couldn’t figure out for nearly five years.

Their Ignorance confused an Expert in Psychology, Logic, Music, and Physics all because they decided to use Physics to explain Music instead of using Music Terminology to describe Music.

My concern is not at all for Spiritual People, but the Pilgrims who have arrived at the Quantum Music Realm and who seek Truth, Answers, and Guidance. At this time, there is no one to lead them who is Ethical and also Educated and Experienced enough to provide the Knowledge they need.

Today, — I have done this before — I had the luxury of calling up all of my friends to reveal to them that I have been “undercover” since 2020. That I am “not here as a Spiritualist as I already did this back in 1995 to 2023. I was here as a Linguist trying to decipher your Language for the rest of the world.”

And — as a Psychologist — to tell you the Truth about what I saw and witnessed in the CCC while I was there.

There were only two people — Two — who actually practiced what they preached properly and without harm to others.

In more than 5,000 people, only Two were actually Psychological Safe.

I was not the only one to notice this. Within the Spiritual Community, Spiritualists were posting Memes and Social Media Classes about “What kind of a Spiritualist are you?”

It is a serious Problem and one that only proper education can solve. The problem is this is a Problem that requires an Education in Psychology, Diplomacy, Teaching, Music Theory, Physics, Language and Linguistics, Logic, and Biology… and they need a Poiotestat to ensure Quality and The Preservation of the Standard.

So we are currently working on Training Leaders for this position.