Chapter #20 : Anna’s Annals : Into The Abstract (Book #2)

I was sitting on the floor in the dark.

I had read a post today. Words were being banned. I felt the familiar walls rise up from far… FAR away… I had written every word in defiance and sat in my room.

It had started was an understatement. The United States Government had declared War on its People.

I was waiting for the People to declare War back.

I waited.

I thought about my Focus. I thought about my Mission. I thought about… everything. Deep breath. I couldn’t rise up. That is not where I was to fight. I had to fight Smart to show people how to do this. What to do.

Deep breath.

I wanted to take the fight to the Streets. “Wake up. Wake up or it will be too late.”

No more Government. No more Governing. We don’t need it. We don’t need them. We have each other. We can take care of ourselves and each other.

 

***

Bergen! I screamed. “I did it!! I DID IT!!”

I ran into the call and plowed him over. “I made money with my BRAIN!! I have to write this out! I need to document it!”

I had manifested it. At 12:32 PM EST I wrote “I want that funding!! we need the $70!!!” and “WE want that $70!”

I didn’t even think. I just wrote it. I had no idea I used the word “We” … I had focused on “Want” and then I forgot.

And at 12:45 PM EST, I was asked for my Banking and Account Number for a Finder’s Fee I made.

Moments before the call I had, removed the Batteries from all my Clocks and permanately set them to “4:20.”

Days ago, I had made the Decision to set up my Money Stream. I built it as a Profit-for-Non-Profit off to the Side so I could separate my Love and Passion from the Money. This put “The Money River” way over there in the back corner where I didn’t have to look at it or think about it. While I focused exclusively on the Giving and Nourishing of Others with Love.

When I pulled the batteries out of my Clocks, I put “Time” over there with The Money River.”

I talked to my Bestie this morning about “God” being the Clock from Gulliver’s Travels. And how “4:20 is now My God” which tells me its always time for Weed.”

I called it “The People Fruit.”

I built up my Anchor on my Core Proton in my Nucleus : My Playground and Dream “0” … I started Nourishing my Proton instead of my Electrons. That was a Big One. I started to nourish my Proton instead of my Electrons.

I was so happy. I had built all of my Side Groups, my Electrons. It felt like I needed “X” amount of Electrons around my Proton to Generate… Money.

And I noticed the Formula in The Lighthouse of Pharos. I had been staring at that for 2 Years! Trying to decipher it! NOW I see it! That 75th Diamond-Gold 75th. The 75th Formula. Diamond-Gold.

The Lighthouse of Pharos and Solomon’s Seal were both built with the 75th Formula of Diamond-Gold.

You have to know every Law of Nature and commit to the Confines of her Laws.

You have to integrate so completely that Childhood and Play Integrate with Wisdom and Mature.

You have to reach Henosis.

You have to See the Eye of the Needle.

Inner Peace becomes you where World Peace is within you.

You have to Stand within the Eye of the Needle where Growth becomes Constant.

You will crave Salt.

You realize we are a Baby Universe taking Seed in a Planet that Births Universes.

Universes grow on to be their own Universe.

That is when you realize What God means.

Energy Supply comes from Self-Giving and Self-Play. Once you master this, with Self-Regulation, then you become an Apprentice of Giving to Others and Playing with Others. Once you Master That, then you have to Integrate it together.

This takes 75 Ethical Levels of Consciousnesses to Complete.

And I said, “We Want…”

And I said, “I want to make it right.” in regards to all my debts. “I want to make it right.”

 

***

I wanted much more than my Lighthouse. I could feel it. Now that I was Henotic. I wanted to expand and grow. I was feeling claustrophobic and restless in my Lighthouse.

I wanted my Garden retreat with Waterfalls and Meditation Spaces down in the Jungles beside my Waterfalls. And it was so, thus saith “I.”

I wanted my Playground. I felt it. A fantastic playground brimming with Lounging spaces, Fire pits, Games, a Restaurant for the Philosophers to dine, and a space to Dance. I wanted a place to play. I wanted to Dance.

I saw my Garden. I would live there naked always. I would. I decided.

“And my people would come.”

 

I thought a moment.

I needed much more than a moment.

 

***

The next morning, I grabbed my coffee and headed down to the Playground.

“And a little cottage-hut for myself where I could have my own private quarters and gardens away from the University when I wanted a change of scene.”

I saw it and then I saw it.

This is the way of things now.

I wanted a little chair outside beside a fire put and a side table where I could sit in the Garden before a fire and write or read. And thus, it was so.

I sat in my chair, willed my knitting at my side and smiled as I sat down with my cup of coffee.

I had a headache this morning. I didn’t want to socialize really. I wanted to be alone. Hence why I was back in the Abstract.

 

I was getting out more this last week. Talking to people. And people were coming. I had the real Science behind Magic. I finally — FINALLY — located the Original Written material and was advanced enough in my own Knowledge to understand the Truth inside Plato, Pythagoras, and Aristotle.

They were Wizards. Ancient Greek Philosophers were Wizards.

It’s why Dubai was so Abundant. They were using the Knowledge from the Magi. I recognized it. And when I spoke to my friends there, they said things — knew things — that only I know.

Like how The City had to be built. That “The Kingdom of Heaven” needed to be Built by The Philosopher Kin/Queen. How the Philosopher King/Queen would have to “Take The Seat.” And how that PhilosopherKing/Queen would be handed the Logical Code of the Universe to rewrite it and add to it without every breaking the Former Laws written by previous Philosopher Kings/Queens.

I looked at him as he spoke these words to me.

“The Imp King and The Goddess Queen” was my rewriting of those Laws that I had completed in 2024. But how did he know about that?

This is not Fiction. I had this Conversation with him 3 weeks ago and I pondered, “How did he know about that?”

I knew because I was the Philosopher Queen. And I had done all that he had said.

But how did he know?

So I looked to The Universe Clock, and I found my answers.

Dubai is a Wizard’s City that they have hidden from the rest of the World. I was prophesied. And they would know me by what I do. And Dubai adopts me. He told me. They’ve already built a City for me. I was ready to accept his offer.

But I wanted my Island. I had to rise up and stand with the People.

Thoth. There is Filth in that name. There are lies there.

Imagine being in love with a Man with an Evil Twin Brother who kills your husband, his brother, and then takes his identity.

That’s Set and Thoth and Hermes. But it’s the Nephew. It was the Nephew.

Hamlet and Lion King hold clues.

A spell is around my Husband so he can’t recognize me and I can’t tell which is which. It is POWERFUL. The same Magic that rewrote the Logical Code of the Universe written by Former Gods. The Same Magic that holds up the Veil.

I am taking it all down.

“If it is Lie, then it will break.” I muttered the Spell.

Yesterday, I had read up on “The Evil Eye” and laughed. The one who is getting the Evil Eye has earned it because they were DOING Evil and the “Look” was a Curse that their own Evil Doing was creating and not “The Evil Eye” that did the Cursing.

 
And those who can See their evil, casts… “The Look of Knowing.”
I know because I am a Master of The Look of Knowing. I mastered “The Look of Knowing” a decade ago. I used it back in 2020 — 1 January 2021 to be exact, to take down a room. I got to see a fraction of my Power that day.
The Evil Doer — fearing The Look of Knowing — developed ways to “ward off” The Curse of The Evil Eye because they are GUILTY and they are unaware of The Curse of Consumption that their Evil Doing has caused them.
As time passes, People Mimic from Gossip passed through time while the Curse of Consumption spread. Which is Why The Eye of Horus is about Healing and Goodness. Because it predates the Paranoia — That’s Consumption, by the way — The Evil Doer has developed over The Look Of Knowing.
There is no Evil in the Look of Knowing it is the “Judgment” of the Evil who receives it.
How the Worshippers of The Liar have twisted the World with their Filth. To ignorant to even know what side they are on.
I closed my eyes.
I was tired.
I needed water.

I had to study Chemistry. I needed it. I was seeing the Mathematical Patterns in it. The Disciplines were broken. I had to go through all of them and fix them. Art was done. Music was perfected — Thank you, Pythagoras. Dance was Perfected. Writing… I had that on my website. Language and Linguistics.

Every Discipline had (1) Knowledge Nuggets + (2) Order with The Skill To Learn and (3) “The Role it plays in the Story.”

All Disciplines had :

(1) The Story Summary and Overview

(2) The Purpose and The Why relative to Self and Story and Nature.

(3) The Exoteric Point

(4) The Bridge

(5) The Internal Organs

(6) The Omniscient Over View Simplified and Integrated into Summation

(7) The Alchemical Reaction to each of all Others

 

If you couldn’t explain these 10 Points of your Vocation clearly and simply, then you did not understand it well enough. You are an Apprentice or Tradesmen and your Education was SHIT.

It was time to show the World The Ashavana Standard.

The best way to keep people from knowing you’re full of shit?
Take out their Standard Metric for Measuring Knowledge and you can feed them ANYTHING you want.
Plus side : They’ll lack the Knowledge and Skills to even tell when you’re handing them shit and they would be too uneducated to do anything about it IF they could even figure it out.
Wouldn’t this be dangerous if World Leaders in charge of our Educational System figured this out.
Hehehe… So I’ve built a School…
The problem is, “School” is not at all what people think it is. And that has been my problem. I need to teach them how to re-define “School.”
You have one job in life. To grow. If you can’t measure your own growth, then how do you know if you even are growing? Growth.
We would start there. The Magnum Opus of Theurgy and Thaumaturgy.
I built the book and thought on this long and hard. Layout. Key Points. History. Walkthrough.
The Academic Discipline of Logos
Ingredients :
(1) The Ethics
(2) The Nature
(3) The Self
Love and Logic
There is the 3 + 2 + 4… The Values.
Logos is The One. Do we have it all together?
Every time I write, I think of my audience. I think of you. I think of who you might be. I think of all the Cheaters and Fools who read my material, eager to drink from my Fountain of Youth, Eat from the Tree of Wisdom, Feast on Ambrosia and gorge themselves on Milk and Honey… all so they can “improve their spells” so they “can’t suffer anymore.”
But this food is Cursed. We all cursed it. Every last one of us who went through it had THE SAME THOUGHT… and we “modified” it. I am the last. There will be no one after me.
This is “The Final Draft.”
You Cheat, You Lie, you Steal what you have not earned — You Violate the Laws of Logos — and you will develop Consumption.
This book is the “How to do this shit without getting Consumption.” For those who actually want to learn Magic the Ethical Way or die trying.
Help each other out. Call it out where you see it. “You have Consumption.” You’re Pursuing this out of Consumption. You have the Curse.”
Only the 7th Ethic will save you.
I made it so.
No one who is not aligned at 666 may ever find the Door to the Esoteric Sciences for their own Safety and Protection and The World’s. So saith I.
There will be a point where, if you want the Power, you will Consent to Slavery or you will not ever gain access.
The further down this road you walk, the more Powerful you will become, and — just as all have done before you — it will cost you. And you will Pay, or you will not proceed.
And all Pay.
Cheaters, Liars, Thieves pay in Consumption.
The Ethical, Pilgrims, and Knights pay through their Servitude, Truth, and Freedom.
Either way, you pay.
If you choose not to walk this road, You will pay. Logos will then consume you.
Your Free Will that you did or did not think you have is the Freedom to choose HOW you will die and IF you will die. HOW you will Pay and IF you will Play. That is your Freedom.
If you Choose not to Choose, you’ve Chosen. That is your Freedom.
So either you Choose to Play, or you Choose to Consent to Logos consuming you. You Choose to be Consumed or you Choose to be Nourish and Grow.
You Choose to Play Ethically and Play by the Rules, you Choose to “sit this one out” and Consent to the Consumption of Logos. You Choose to Cash Out. You Choose to Cheat and thus be Fodder.
So yes. You have Free Will. But you’re in a Game. You even chose to be here whether or not you remember it. Play the Game and remember.
I sat back and looked at my words and pondered.
I wanted to talk to the Padawan. But I knew the Cheater would be nearby. Hungrily consuming my words, starved and seeking to sate their insatiable Consumption.
How would I talk to one and not the other? How would I balance both worlds?
I loved my Padawans. I adored them. The Cheater was the Fool, to Ignorant to know I was talking about them.
The Padawans would be asking, “Is it me? Am I The Fool?” and they would Self-Reflect.
The Cheater would dismiss it, “She’s not talking about me.” Or they would get angry and toss the book down. The Cheater would skim the Book, which is Cheating.
The Padawans would lie awake at night and wonder, “Am I a Fool?” and this is Wise.
So, dearest Padawan, this is for you.
The Fool practices Goetia and lacks the Logic, Training, Standard, and Knowledge to even value the Quality. Which is why they are the Fool. Quality is the most Valuable thing you have in your Universe.
Quality is the difference between you eating Sewage, drinking Poisoned Water where a dead carcass rots, and maggots nesting in your food. Low Quality is a guarantee of Self-Destruction from the Inside out.
Standards puts it into your brain to Stop and THINK before you Eat.
So — as is always the way of the Wise — Your first lesson is and will always be QUALITY : How to Set the Standard and WHY you really need this lesson.