Chapter #17 : Anna’s Annals : Into The Abstract (Book #2)

I felt it. I had a long day. A productive day. I was filling my time with more Socializing and Talking with people than writing. Based on what I was looking at, I had 22 Articles / Day that I was writing + my Books and Journalling + Podcasts + Group Management.

I had finally filled my day beyond what I could do. I smiled.

Right now, everything was a Rough Draft and a Blue Print. A Dry Run on what everything could look like. Now I could Prioritize everything and cut everything I could afford to lose. Shave it back and shape it into what I wanted. This allowed me to see so much.

I decided not to plan any of it.

If I filled it, I filled it. If I didn’t, I’d cut it. After 4 Days, I could see how much… “Time” is the wrong word. How much “Output” I had in me.

Now… Isn’t that interesting. I had no idea what my true Output was. And now, I had a precise Metric I could use to measure my daily Output.

So the Agenda should never be “Time” Based, but rather “Output to Input” Ratio Based.

This will give me substantial time to figure out my Output proper so I can play it accordingly and see where my “Line” is drawn. I imagine I’ll have Low Days of Writing with High Social and High Writing Days with Low Social. I’m curious which one I’ll prefer or if I’ll prefer the variety. I feel like I’d prefer the variety and the Freedom of doing as my Regulation Desires without any commitment…

I’m more interested also with producing. Quality and not Quantity.

And also, I don’t want to generate a set “Quantity” just for the sake of “Quantity.” I will never do that. Dropped Quality always results in a lack of Authenticity. But rather, The Newspaper allows me the space where I can organize my Content properly.

Finally.

On 4 March 2025, My First 36 Ethical Stages of Laughter and Fun and Play integrated with my Second 36 Levels of Stages of Seriousness, Professionalism, and Maturity. And on this day, 5 March 2025, I discovered Genuine Humor. I’ve been laughing all day. Relishing in the Contrast of Serious professional with Silly double Standards of Absurd that left me laughing out loud and long all day.

I found the Math Infinity of (A+B) +>// AB, which means these “God Levels” are infinite. And today, In the 3 of 7, I found the Math that proves the Infinite.

What does this mean?

It means we do not “Become God” and then stop. We eternally Grow into Greater Beings, Compounding into Greater Beings. I believe the Universe Grows with us and is meant to hold us as we too Grow… Like a Container that will always be equipped to Hold us.

I am reminded of the Great Space Whale in Doctor Who who carries the People because it loves the People.

One day, we too will have become the Great Space Whale, loving a Child Race so much that we too carry it across the Universe upon our backs.

I am tired. It’s been such a long day today.

I put the pen down on my desk and went to bed.