I dreamed.

And there were Four Beasts at the Corners of the World and one Great Beast…

I giggled.

You mean the Four Pillars of Gaia and Anna’s Hippie Playground in the middle where a Petite little, 4’11” girl dances nude around the place, leading the world in Kumbaya and Song while we all sit around and smoke weed?

They will call me The Whore of Babylon.

They dreamed shifted.

I just spent 40 Years going through the entire Love Pilgrimage, which I formally began in 1995. This is what I learned.

1. Religion is trying to do what Philosophy did do, but has lost. Religion got it all wrong because they have The Ashavana Curse, which actually means they’re doing it right.
2. Love, Truth, and Logic are different parts of the same thing.
3. Love is not enough. In fact, without Wisdom, Love is dangerous and hurts a lot of people because when Wisdom is not present, Love is unstable due to a lack of balance.
4. Logic is the path to Wisdom and the path to Love. Logic connects Wisdom to Love.
5. All the Prophets were right. All of the Religions are wrong. The Prophets also had The Ashavana Curse.
6. People who are most Spiritual about Love have proven to be the most Dangerous to the Self.
7. People who are most Religious about Love have proven to be the most Dangerous to Others.
8. Scientists have too much Wisdom and not enough Love, which makes them — in many ways — not Wise at all and also no smarter than The Spiritualists or The Religious.
9. We are Sentient Stories. Love is the Origin, but Wisdom is the Destination. Logic is the Journey, which most people have abandoned.
10. The Moral of the Story is to Grow. Most people forget to Grow. Growth is the True State of Being, and is the only real Lesson here. Growth is only accomplished with a healthy balance of all Three Love, Logic, and Wisdom.
11. It is not a “pursuit” of Love, Logic, or Wisdom. It is the Relishing and Savoring of the Journey that is to be learned.
12. Truth, Freedom, and Nourishment are the three Core needs of Life. Truth is mandatory first as this allows the foundation for Nourishment. Freedom is the movement (Logic) to pass between Truth (Wisdom) and Nourishment (Love).
13. No one has any idea what Logic truly is.
14. The Real DaVinci Code is far cooler than anything the Conspiracy Theorists or Dan Brown came up with.
15. We need Love (Nourishment) more than Food.
16. We have multiple Nourishment needs. It astounds me how many people don’t think of Knowledge or Love as Nourishment.
17. Knowledge is not Information. Information is Junk Food and Consumes Resources, leading to Mental Malnourishment and also Mental Diabetes, and later, Mental Illness. This is Scarcity Mindset.
18. Learning is the Digesting of Words into Logic to Grow Comprehension, which is — in fact — Growth
19. Without Wisdom most people cannot even identify Love.
20. Most people will do almost anything to avoid Learning even though it is their Core Nourishment.
21. The only path to Love and Wisdom is Learning and is also the process of breaking down Knowledge to access Love. That Process is called “Metabolizing” Knowledge and is how Intuition is made.
22. Learning is “Chewing” Words to form Logic to get Nutrients (Love).
23. Love runs on Logic.
24. Once you understand the 5 Scales of the Universe, you realize that we are just Mini-versions of the Universe. We are living inside Mother Nature’s Mitochondria. Which is why we call her, “The Mother.”
25. Good and Evil is really just Healthy and Unhealthy.
26. Good and Bad refers to Ethics. Correct and Incorrect refers to Knowledge.
27. Most people have no idea the difference between Guilt and Shame. Guilt is when we violate our own Ethics. Shame is when we feel dirty from someone else’s Unethics. What most people think is Guilt is really Fear of Prejudice, which is “Fear of Being Judged before our Story is even heard or Understood.”
28. Many people think you need a balance of Healthy and Unhealthy, which is confused for “Optimized Health” for Balanced Learning. The Universe is exempt from the “Balance of the Universe” because the Universe is the Container for the Balance and it needs to be Optimized with Full Health much like your Body needs to be Fully Healthy to obtain Balance within and out.
29. The Mind eats Words and Digests them. “Processing” is metabolizing Words into Nutrients.
30. Most people eat Junk Food Words.
31. The People who eat Junk Food Words, often micro-manage the Words of others.
32. Wisdom is knowing which Words to eat and which ones to not eat.
33. Correcting someone’s Words is like telling someone what they can and can’t eat and it violates their Freedom.
34. Cheating — which is also Prejudice — is the most common Sin and causes every single problem a person has.
35. Cheating is the act of rushing, skipping, or removing the Logic of a Story to obtain the Fruit, which is only meant for the one who Savors the Journey. Prejudice is the act of Judging someone after refusing to sit through their Story.
36. Cheating causes Mental Illness. All of them.
37. Too many people think their Intuition can’t be wrong because they don’t know that Intuition is all the Logic, Math, and Physics they learned — correctly or incorrectly — in their lives. And Logical Fallacies are Tuition that get integrated into the Intuition.
38. Love and Growth don’t always feel good even though its good for you.
39. True Love and Growth can hurt.
40. False Love can be bad for you and not hurt at all.
41. Resistance is the only Pain we ever feel.

What I used to call “Pain” I don’t anymore. I realize “Pain” was actually the Emotion “Change” that we were trained to call “Pain.”

I also learned that the word “Pain” summons and evokes Pain. I stopped using the word “Pain” and I noticed that I no longer had any Emotional… “Pain.” What I had instead was an Unknown Emotion I couldn’t identify.

I learned this new Emotion.

I realized, I only felt it when things had to change and I had to grow.

I realized the True Name of this Emotion was “Growth.”

I called it Growth and opened my heart up to it. I allowed it to shift me and move me as it needed to. I no longer resisted it.

I then learned that “Pain” was really only ever just the Resistance to Growth. Resistance is the only Pain we ever feel. “Getting Attached” is also the most toxic thing anyone can teach another. “Attached” is a confusing and ill-defined word for many people. When I had people try to define it, none could.

“Attach” means “Love.”

It’s Bonding and it is required for Human Psychological Health.

And many people think it means. “Possessed.”

A child attaches to its Mother. We attach to our Partners. That is how Pair Bonding works. In fact, that is exactly what Pair Bonding works. And then when people die, we are sad.

Mentally Ill people will tell us that “this is bad.” And we should not get attached. This is a tool people use to avoid the displeasure of Human Experience.

I think often of four people in my life who I crossed paths with briefly.

• One idolized me passionately and then coldly.
• One tried to keep me when I wasn’t for him, but then tried to change me when I wasn’t for him.
• One listened to my story and then called me the Devil.
• One is addicted to Cheating and avoids — cheating — any conversation about her cheating.

All four ended painfully and horribly badly. I think back often on my behavior with them and how I could have handled them all better or differently.

I open my mind to Receive the Changes.

I open my heart to Receive the Changes.

I’ve walked through the Training for Diplomacy and it was brutal. I am still learning and I can feel it. I’m finishing it up. The hardest part about Diplomacy is begin Authentic while also Focused on a Cause and Professional. While also being True to yourself. That is hard.

I can see where many Wooden Boys — I see it.

The Words Cultivate the Mind.

I need a Name for them. And I don’t have a Name I can call them that isn’t bad, but also is Truth, and also tells me to keep them away from me to keep me safe.

Patience is the Cure to Cheating.

I refuse to pretend I know something before I’ve Learned it. If I haven’t learned it, then I behave according to my Knowledge. So if I haven’t learned manners, then I don’t use them.

This has forced me to See each and every one of my Pre-Lessons in action before I’ve learned them so I can see precisely why we need something and why we do something.

Being Fake is pretending to have Knowledge one hasn’t Earned.

I just learned Patience and the requirement for finding a Kind and Non-Judgmental Word for People who have not yet learned the Value of Learning without Cheating. Authentic Students.

I woke up just then.

Authentic Learning. Oh! Dichotomy! Not Authentic Learning! Maybe. I have to give this more thought. I was sick today and groaned.