Spiritually, what is happening inside of the Individual when they are walking through The 12 Ethics is The Physics side of Music.
Pythagoras was the one who Reverse Engineered The Circle of Fifths for Us.
He followed it up with “The Universe is All but Music.” And he was right.
Music is Biology. Honestly, for me, I cannot tell the Difference between Music and Biology. They are Logos. The Beginning and The End. I’ve been through it a hundred times.
Music is Biology.
Biology is Music.
They are the Same. I can’t unsee it/unhear it.
I’ve always had The Love Fruit. For me, it was always there. Always On.
For me, I don’t know life without it. It is my Soul. I call is Sunshine Dreams. It’s Me.
It was because of my Sunshine Dreams that I was beating and hated so much. Enslaved later and captured. People who couldn’t keep me — who I didn’t belong to — knew if they didn’t put chains on me, I would have fled.
I am a Nymph and I move with the Earth and the Earth grows fast.
No matter how much they enslaved me, My Sunshine poured out of me into my Books, which I drank with an insatiable passion. And that Trade : Input of Books from my Masters to my Output of Written Materials and Ideas… That was my Nourishment that Grew me.
6th, 7th, 8th, and 9th.
Only, I connected like that with Masters from all of Time.
But there was a day when the Trauma was too much and it did stamp out my Heart.
It was like something in me had died.
My light — This little light of mine. I’m gonna let it shine. This little light of mine… That was Me. That was My Light. It was my Light Fruit.
And one day… It went out.
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But it flickered. It didn’t go out completely. I managed to nurse it back, but it wasn’t the same.
And then there was “The Month of Death” where I experienced the Death of all my Fish, my Pet, and then my Best Friend all in 30 Days.
My light went out that day.
But I got it back again.
But then… My Cat died in 2013.
My light went out again.
And then in 2019 I miscarried twins.
In August 2020, my Husband and Best Friend of 28 Years threw me out.
September 2020, my friend of 17 Years threw me out.
My light went out and I became Dead inside though I laughed on the inside.
And then, October 2020 to May 2021, I found myself in a Pedophile Community hearing the Confessions of 3 Pedophiles. Now that — That put my light out for good.
I was in the Mental Hospital after that.
July 2021, I met The Imp King and that… That felt like someone turned my Light back on. And he fanned it back to life.
And he loved me so much that I could feel again. He loved me so much that — I felt the Power of what being Loved that deeply can do to another — But then, I could also feel all the Evil I needed to Purge. And the Purging of all that Evil hurt him.
And then September 2022, we broke apart. And my light went out again.
May 2023, I was raped. And my light went out for good.
And it was then that I had to learn how to turn my Light on again alone.
December 2023, Upon completing The 1st Round of the 12 Ethics, I found my Light. It ignited.
I’ve spoken to thousands of people about their Love Fruit and how it “happened” for them. And no one — No one — ever tells me a story like mine. For me, It’s a Light I was born with. And it Powers me and Fuels me. And when I am Broken down beyond all else — my Pilot Light goes out.
And when I completed the 12 Ethics, I burst to life just as it always was.
But there is one feeling — One Light that I know too well that is the Light of my Imp King and my Own Love. And that Light is so strong and so bright that I built all of Community Gaia and the Healing Garden with it in 18 Months and it healed me.
I call it Juananna.
It’s Our Integrated Love and nothing — Nothing has been proven more powerful than it.
And I wonder. IF I am The Goddess of Wisdom. And IF he is Phosphorous. then everything up to now including this Juananna makes so much perfect sense.
But IF I am not and IF he is not, then… why am I so different? How is it no one has been. able to describe anything that comes close to me?
No. No. I know what I am. I know who he is.
I cannot sit here and tell you what The Love Fruit is from my own experience. I am not the same. No one at all is the Same as I.
What others tell me is they turn themselves over to Surrender. They Give their Lives over to Jesus and they describe a feeling of Submission.
But what I feel is a Feeling of Dominance. Gentle, Loving, Nourishing Freedom and Dominance at the feet of my People.
And the more Domination I feel, the Lower I sit. Not in Surrender, but in Acceptance of the Responsibility.
What it really feels like is my Picking up a Torch and carrying it on and forward while everyone else turns their Torch over to me. And I have to Carry them all. And this ignites that Light inside of me to Charge all that I am and all that I have.
And — for me — There is no God for me to turn to.
What I get is an Oldest Version of Me who I ask for Counsel — And I get my own vintage attitude right back. And the only Peer I have is my Partner — My Imp King. Who is in a Kind of Spiritual Coma at the moment — And 100% of all the rules that applies to all others have been 100% wrong for me.
Everyone lives by “Crew Rules.”
But I live by “Captain Rules.”
And do you know how I know The Skeleton of Humanity?
The Skeleton of Humanity are the Common Denominators where The Crew Rules and the Captain Rules are the Same.
That is how I did all that I have done.
I was able to find The Common Denominators that we shared because Captain Rules are not at all Crew Rules. But Humanity — Now that… That is where we are the Same. In our Humanity.
Even Gods have Humanity.
So — for me — I had a Pilot Light that stayed on most of my life. And It grows and runs my Joy and Play and Happiness. Like an Engine that burns with Prometheus’s Fire inside of me.
And at 4 years old, I was playing with the Logical Code of the Universe. Shifting it to fall as I wanted… so I always got what I wanted. Even Freedom while I was a Slave.
So. I Manifested all of my Life. Whatever I wanted.
Only… My Dreams — I knew they were the Dreams of Gods. And I felt like all of my Dreams were always too small for me in the Life I was in. I could Dream so much and so Grand. So what the World Calls “Love,” I call Dreams. Sunshine. Imagination. Dreams.
And what the world calls “Soul,” I call that Dreams.
Sunshine. Imagination. Adventure Dreams. Juananna. That single Word is all the Power of all the Love in all the World.
And then Story and Logic. They are the Same thing. Honoring the Progress, Sequence, and Evolution — The Dance required…
So First, you need to Play the Song to Summon Sunshine. Imagination. Adventure Dreams. Juananna. While you Savor and Enjoy The Dance. And there is this one Moment — Just at the right queue — And you have to appreciate the Elegance of the Set Up so that the Abundance delivers right on Time.
And Wisdom is the Knowledge of all of this so you can Savor, Appreciate, and Relish… The Story, Dance, and Song. So you can look at the Gods and say — Oh. Nice. Now that… And you applaud. That is gorgeous! Beautiful Elegance! Bravo! I appreciate the amount of work you put in on that one.
And you smile at your Present Self, which is my Self, and I say, “Thank you.”
Because you Orchestrated the whole thing.
And it’s really all about The Orchestration of Manifestation.
This is what you are really learning on The Asha Journey.
Because True Gods have Elegance, Class, and Sass.
“The Nick of Time” is the best part of any story. It is the “Saved in the Nick of Time” that makes a Good Story the Best Story.
Because — every Author knows — That The Nick of Time is really the Point of Nothing — when all Hope is Lost. And that is where all Love is Born.
Because Love is Birthed from Nothing.
So we’re counting down to — right now — to the Point where all hope is lost.
And we think it’s over.
But then… Just in The Nick of Time… when you were certain all was lost, that is when the Hero comes in and saves the day.
So here is the Question…
Are you also a God? Or Not?
Because I can only tell you my Experience as a God.
But I don’t know if you are also a God. I gave you Free Will. Literally. I wrote it into the Universal Code. Free Will means you aren’t raped and you can write your Story however you want.
You don’t even have to write your story, but then… that’s your loss.
You have to write it into your own Code that you’ll become God, but… You have to follow all the Rules and the Ethics. And whatever you Manifest has a Price.
“I want to be God” means you have to go through the Entire Journey.
“I want to have The Money Fruit!” means you have to endure GREAT Poverty.
“I want to have The Wisdom Fruit!” means you have to endure GREAT Ignorance.
“I want to have The Love Fruit!” means you have to endure GREAT Isolation.
“I want to have The Life Fruit!” means you have to survive Death.
“To conquer Death, you only have to die. You only have to die.” – Jesus Christ from Jesus Christ, Superstar
Ultimately, these are the Prices of The Fruits. The 12 Ethics — The Asha Journey — is the Strategic Walkthrough in the right Order according to the Philosophers that all The Prophets walked.
Christ’s fasting for 40 days was his pursuit of the Wealth and Abundance Fruit.
That is what Fasting is for. To invoke Superficial suffering in Poverty to get the Fruit. I’ve lived years in Squalor and Poverty. You need to understand, this is not about being Wealthy. This is about Thinking it and BOOM You have it 100% of the time anytime you want, no matter what. It is having The Touch of Midas.
You can work for it hard all of your life or you can Strategically Suffer Greatly for it and never have to work again. Either Way. You Pay.
I endured Great Ignorance of Others, and I studied Hard. And now — I never have to Study Again to get Wisdom. I ask for it and Knowledge is gifted to me in 30 seconds to 24 hours depending on the Subject.
Manifesting These Fruits Activates the Journeys and provides the Conditions of Suffering required to get them.
But desiring the Fruits from a place of Malicious or Selfish intent or Consumption denies you. Because you’re not actually desiring the Fruits — which is also to Desire the Journey they require. You have to want the Price of the Fruit as well.
“Whatever it Takes. I’ll do it. Ethically.”
Those people who manifest from Consumption are desiring the Feeling of Manipulating and Controlling Others — Which is exactly where they are already and what they have already and what they continue to get. Because they haven’t learned anything else. You cannot desire what you’ve never Learned. Which is why you have to Learn, so you can enter more Data into your Mind so you can Summon it to Know it, to manifest more of it.
If you don’t Learn, you’ll never update your System to Understand what you’re really asking for and what you really want. And Manifesting is a key component in The Asha Journey.
All of the Asha Journey is just :
- Knowing the Logical Order of the Growth Trials
- Knowing the Correct Manifestations for each Stage
- Knowing the Mathematical Formula for The Stages of The Integration Spiral
- Knowing the Path that will evoke the Most Growth from you in the Shortest amount of Time
You hit a road block. — That would be a Logical Fallacy from Trauma so you have to Purge the Lie with Logic and The Truth Theorem — You clear the Road Block and you continue the Process. Most times the Road Block is what prevents the next Ethical Perspective Shift.
And it’s all about you getting to the Breaking Point and The Indulgence of each Extreme so you can “Mine for Data” in each Extreme. And Mind The Distractions, which (1) Stop your Journey, (2) add Logical Fallacy to your Road, (3) that you’ll have to clear out later. Which is why you really need Training and Guidance on this Quest.
But if you don’t know to Mine for The Data at the Bottom of the Mine, which is also the Map out of the Mine, then how will you ever learn how to leave the Mine?
And that is it. The Bold Italicized Section above is the Entire Asha Journey.
Now do that 36 Times.
In the Right Order.
While Following the Stepping Stones through The Learning Journey of The Discovered Self.
By the 8th Ethic, the Person can do this all on their own. Religious Leaders really just need to focus their People on the first 6 Ethics — which are linked to Mental Illness and Psychological Trauma. Which is why most people avoid The Journey — Intuitively, they know this Journey brings up Childhood Trauma.
This is where Religious Leaders need to study Psychological Physics so they can understand just how much This Journey is Traumatic for Survivors.
Now Children should not at all be thinking about this Journey until they are 12 Years Old. 12 is when The Greek Philosophers and Ashavana began their Schooling. It is when I began mine.
Children from 0 to 12 need to not at all touch Religion. Being Loved and watching their Parents practice The Asha Journey IS all the Inspiration they need.
All Humans who are Healthy naturally find this Journey on their own.
The real challenge is How do you keep the Child healthy? And that is where my Work in Psychology and Parenting steps in.