Logos is Life.

Music and Art is Love and Money. Wealth.

Story. Freedom. Road. Journey. Expansion. of Wealth and Surplus.

Wisdom. Truth. When you have Wealth and Abundance enough to Share in Surplus.

I was sitting at my Philosopher’s Fountain. Meditating. It was the next morning and I was Meditating.

When they walk in… “Walk through these doors, and you are half way Home. The worst is behind you.”

And when they leave… “May you always have Love, Warmth, and Safety in your Travels.”

Personal : Focus on what you do have. Focus on how you can make what you do have nourish you.

Dreams : I want everyone to come in and Help and find out who they are through Building.

Social : I will call for more Friends and People! I will shine my beacon out and bring them to The Garden!

No matter what, you always have your Mind and your Built-In Natural Learning System.

I inhaled deeply and smiled.

Daily Manifestations :

Relax. I want to Relax.

Trust. I want to Trust.

I was growing joyous with my Book Writing. I was suddenly writing again and had so many ideas. I was drafting Book Covers, planning out Future Novels. I was just… Writing.

I paused to have a Q&A with my Psychologist Team. I was relaxing. I was playing. Psychology was becoming more fun. Dreams… Dreams were blooming everywhere.

“Dream Bloom.”

I smiled.

“Dream Bloom.” The State when Dreams are Abundant and overflow with new Ideas to give birth to new Ideas. And I felt it. I had activated my Dream Bloom State. And I was watching the beginnings of Dream Bloom State in my Colleague.

It was contagious.

Dream Bloom : The State that occurs after arriving at your Dream “0” where Dreams are birthed so regularly that new Dreams bloom like flower blossoms. Each Dream expands on the last and New Reality takes form as fast as your Imagination can keep up. Can you build as fast as you can dream?

I read this article today and nearly cried with joy. “Where are the Ancient Greeks now that we need them more than ever?”

“Here I am,” I whispered back. “I’m coming. I’m trying to get to you.”

I felt the Call. They were looking for me. They were looking for my Alexandria and Gaia.

I stood from the Garden and willed my clothes to shift into a toga. I hadn’t worn a toga… in decades. For 4 years of my life, all I had worn were togas. It was all coming back to me now.

I was remembering.

I was sick of the Roman World. We all were.

I could feel the Music within me spill over. I stepped and waved my hand I could feel the Energy flow through me.

“I want to grow plants at will,” I whispered. “I want to grow plants at will. I want the Knowledge to grow plants at will.”

I could see the Sequence. I could see the Nitrogen — Love — pass through me.

I could see me generating so much Nitrogen… I could just… transfer it… To others. I smiled. “Others” included Plants now. Hehe… And I knew the Biology of how to produce Nitrogen in my Body.

I paused and sat back down.

I felt something new I had never felt before.

Embarrassment? No.

If I had Privacy, it would be thee feeling of having my Privacy violated… But… I’ve never had Privacy before. It wasn’t something I ever was allowed.

If I didn’t know better — And I do — I would say that I’m feeling…. Privacy for the first time in my life. And the feeling of… wanting to protect my Privacy.

I sat in this feeling.

I didn’t know what to do.

I had no idea… What to do.

I was working on my BDSM Novel and I got to this one point and… The door — The door that had always been opened — was now closed. And it was not opening. I left it closed and I looked at it. I poked at it.

Quality? Standards?

“If you don’t touch my Story, then you…”

And then I realized it. I will be writing books — Anna’s Playground Exclusive Only — If you’re not a Member of Anna’s Playground, then you won’t be getting certain Books in my Library. I felt it. I felt the Privacy in me just… Close down. I found an Intimacy in me I wouldn’t be…

Intimacy.

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I shifted and was in The Quantum Core of my Self. It was me, there with… Dream was the Name of the Inner Most part of my Self. The Part — The Force — that had Sentience and that Moved my Energy through me.

But Intimacy. Now she was… New to me. She was a floating orb. My Sexuality. More than that. So much more. She was… on the other side of my Sexuality.

“What are you?” I asked in a whisper. “Who are you?” I asked.

In silence in glowed and hummed.

I had found another part of me. A new part of me.

I was feeling my sexuality rise up in me. I suddenly was aroused beyond anything I had felt in a long… very long while. But still in control. It was settled down deep in the pit of my belly.

“Oh,” I said. “Is this what they called… “Root Chakra?” Noooo… I said. Shaking my head. That word was all wrong and was not at all The Truth.

“What is your Name?” I asked of it again.

Stage #2 Intuition. It’s name would not come to me for another two stages. At this point, I could barely describe it beyond everything I had said here. I was feeling things. Feeling things I had never felt…

I knew what this was.

This was Sexuality Integrated on the…

“Oh,” I said.

“Hello, Quantum Sexuality,” I said. What the Hell was going on? I had never been more grateful for The Devil’s Dungeon than I was right then.

I was in complete control. 100%… Complete and undeniable Control. No urge. Just the Feeling without any Urge, Craving, Desire behind it. Just pure Feeling. I could stand there and look at it. Poke it. Touch it. But it did not at all Move me. If I wanted, then I would and could Move it. But it did not at all Command me. I commanded it.

Oh.

I understood.

I was on the Other Side of Sex.

I reached, touching it with my middle finger. Just a touch. I was curious and simply observing it. 74th Ethical Perspective. My Sexuality was Mine. My Intimacy… I could feel the desire without need to open my legs and explore, but I also was not at all Compelled to. And my Partner was not here. So instead I just… Observed.

All “Need” or “Craving” was gone.

I thought back to the —

It was the rape. 10 May 2023. I had been drugged with 3 or 4 tabs of Molly the Bar Owner had slipped into my drink. That was the last time I had that “Urge.”

Not this time. No urge at all. Just… My Sexuality. Healthy. Whole. In Resting Space. Without any “Drive” behind it.

“Wow,” I whispered. “So this is healthy Sexuality.”

I was so in Control. And I trusted myself and It. I knew… I knew it all. I could open up all the way. And I would wield my Power like a Master.